Not Meant To Be

Why am I not meant for you?
When my heart says I do.
Why am I walking this way?
While you are walking away

Our paths crossed once upon a time
Why is it not crossing this time?
Our hearts beat as one
Now you are telling me “I am not the one”.

“Yes you are!” I urged you to see
But you insist it cannot be
Held your hand in my heart, feel it beating
You looked away and said “I’ll be leaving”

I stood in that very spot with all my might
Until you were out of my sight
I asked myself what happened
Why did it have to end?

My heart knotted in pain
As my tears fell with the rain
Torrents, downpour, the raindrops came
Catching a glimpse, maybe you’ll appear again

But you never did, left me all alone
To figure out what went wrong
Maneuvering through this confusion
Trying to find answers to my questions

I don’t know how to heal my heart
Don’t know where to start
Can’t find the reason why I should
Not sure if I ever could

Strangers gazed at me with curious eyes
As I ask myself…have I been living a lie?
Which were the truths? Which were not?
I am back again to this very spot

I don’t know where you are
Whether you are near or far
Are you going through the same feeling?
Are you still walking?

To understand, I tried
Until my tears have dried
Efforts to paint a picture are futile
Looks like I will be here for a while.