This is what I get for believing in dreams
a big hole deep within
curable only in time
putting my sanity on the line

A lot of times, I wished to take it back
be back on the track
regress into the past
run back so fast

Escaping maybe dealing the coward way
but it's the only way I know to stay
the same person that I am
before this whole charade begun

That time when I was a whole person
when living was the only reason
happy by myself
contented with life itself

Now there's nothing I can do
to go back no matter how much I want to
a lot of things have happened
just waiting, hoping it would soon end.