Disbelief

I can’t believe...

I feel this way

for someone who is far away

why can’t I fall for someone near

so everything will be so clear

I can’t believe...

I think this way

that you would come back and stay

promises you’ve been saying

yet leaving me still hanging

I can’t believe...

I’m all alone

when some have come along

maybe because I am waiting for you

hoping dreams would come true

I can’t believe...

I’ve waited this long

to realize what I am doing is wrong

clinging on to this absurd dream

when you don’t do what you mean

Yet...

I can’t believe

I’m doing this

jumping into a big risk

telling you of what I feel

wishing you’ll realize that its all for real.