Why is this happening?

when I feel like something is ending,

start its hasn’t even been,

yet, feels like was blown by the wind.

So confused it’s making me feel,

of things that are not even real,

why then do I feel so far,

when in reality you are so near.

It’s making me think all over again,

if this is worth my thought and will,

when all it does is make me confused,

of the emotions I feel.

Sometimes, I feel I have to move on,

drop everything behind

however, in time I will be going back again,

supply answers to questions left hanging.